Worried On Wednesday, I was suppose to go to polyclinic for my leg dressing, so I went there pretty early as I thought that going there earlier can have my dressing done earlier as my parents need to go to my brother school to do some administration stuff.

But it was no use as I still need to wait a very long time before my turn, first they need to take off my brace, which have been wrapped around my leg for 10days. After taking the brace out, they need to take off the thread that was on my leg, so they pull the thread out slowly, it wasn’t very, very painful. After that, the nurse say that I could go back home and she says that I do not need to put on the brace anymore (which was wrong).

Yesterday, I went to NUH to check up, when it was my turn, the doctor asked me why I take off my brace, he say that that the brace should be worn for 6 weeks! We explained to him and he shake his head and say “Ok, wear your brace back for 4 more weeks and I will need to check your knee again, wear it to school too, don’t take it off”

When we reach home, I wore back the brace, luckily my mum didn’t throw it away. My mum said is a waste to throw it away as it cost $240 so she washed and kept it. Thinking about putting on the braces for 6 weeks, makes me feel really bad, 1 more weeks and that’s the end of my holiday, yet I still need to wear the brace and carry the clutches to school, how troublesome it is.

How will I be able to board the bus? I need someone to help me, and many people will be looking at me, I hate people looking at me when I am in a not-so-good state. At school, I can climb the stairs but I hate people to look at me, it gives me pressure and I will feel embarrass.

I just hope that everything will go smoothly.